My World

Where do I start? I have so many thoughts that jump in and out of my head on a daily basis. I am one of those people that never has enough to think about or just disects everything in their life, simply I overthink absolutely everything. It is my cryptonite. Ever ask yourself what is your cryptonite? What exactly is it about you, you just know is a weakness, something you want to change about yourself. Well for me it's the fact that I have this attitude that I know some horrible event is just looming over me, ready to snatch any happiness I might have.

Well if you haven't already seen pictures of Tommy you should take a look and you will quickly see that he is the most gorgeous little guy you would ever see. He is my life, he is my reason, I know you have all heard this before from someone else talking about their kids..... Well to bad your hearing it from me too.

I am with him pretty much all the time except for when I am at work. Which I am absolutely ok with since I was lucky enough to be a full time stay at home mom until he turned 5 but now that he is in school full time well, mommy needed something to do or she would go crazy. And I love my job, I work as a receptionist. It isn't brain surgery and I am not changing lives on a daily basis but I enjoy the people I work with and genuinely look forward to going into to work every day.

Something a little quirky about me is my love for trees, drawing them or photographing them. I love that they hold so much history and life in the most sublte way.

The newest and most exciting thing happening in my life would have to be that I more recently I have decided to go to Australia which is just huge because, well I have never been out of Ontario. I so look forward to seeing the ocean, touching the sand and just taking it all in. I know it will be one of the most spiritual moments of my life. Lets not leave out the fact that I am travelling accross to the other side of the planet, completely alone and will be without Tommy for the first time, for almost a month. I honestly don't know how I am going to handle it really. My close friends and family believe I will have a complete and utter break down. I don't exactly doubt that, especially for the first bit, the guilt I know I will feel every time I do something fun will just gut me. But as much as I love him I do hope I can take the oppurtunity to live life a bit, for the very first time on my own.

Just an opportunity to show off my son and a picture I am very proud of. Now if you don't already know that I am a huge Lord of the Rings fan, I had to of course dress Tommy up as my favorite character Legolas.

I know most sites ask you to leave a little something as a show of proof that you were here. As lame as it might be for some of you it deffinitely would be really appreciated if you could let me knwo what you think.